Tuesday, February 28, 2006; 4:02 AM;


AH. dexter pons NCC for 1 month! man, i bet when he returns he'll die after 20 pushups. hoho.

today's trng was bad. )X most, if not all, of us are discouraged by one thing or another. shan broke down &cried because she thought she couldnt keep up. claire ): had hyperventilation and it was really serious. i couldnt run e last 2 sets well because i was probably too exhausted to motivate myself alrdy.
ergh, 43 days to nationals'.

oooh lets look on e bright side of things! : at least its not like 42 days, which is like soooo bloody near? [ XD i love my lame-ness. (: ]

; ran

Saturday, February 25, 2006; 3:44 AM;


tsk. i cannot understand wHiie peepx lurbbE tUu tyyPe diiSh wayy.
seriously girls, get a life. yes i dont deny my past; i once was a twit, but n0rrt tUhh diiSh eXtenT. and i really cannot stand them y'know. ohmygawd.

ok twits dont just do that. they lurbbe to self-shoot as well. from a superduper funny angle, so that it makes them look like they have e tiniest chins and e most humongous eyes. AND they add scars and shapes of all sorts to their faces, put stupid text like 'ba0beiiX foRebAs' in their pics. ohman. what is e world becoming to??
sighs. i dont want it to be like that. just type properly lor, its not like you can talk in diiSh llanguAgE riTes? ok eUU can larhhX, but bErii hard n0rhhs. lmao you try it. :D
i stopped typing lyk dis at e end of 2005 because i dont want it to affect my spelling. sometimes i'll subconciously spell 'play' as 'plae' and stuff like that. so i think this dumb way of typing should stop. its just so annoying.


today had trng at turf city. ran 2 times 4.5km. was quite shiok, but still not as enjoyable as e 10km route in macritchie. I MISS COACH!

then after trng awesome threesome met up with weewee at lot 1 to lunch! (x sbeen long since we last lunched tgt. then wee and i stayed at popular to read books cause claire &kexin went off first. AND THEN WE SAW LIRUI AND KAHLOK! lol they were so funny lah! :D :D my shirt was very dirty so liru asked "wah. zhe me ang zang? die dao ah?" lmao i told him it was chilli sauce then he pretended to fall down. lol joker lah. then wee noticed when they talk to us, they had to inspect what we're carrying and everything hahaha.
man im gonna be so sad when e seniors graduate boo.

i just wanna say im happy with my life right now. (: i have awesome foursome, i have ppl to confide in &im loving it! :D


ken: u got go wednesday de assembly rite
ken: "you look sexay"

jazz: huh
jazz: what??

ken: lol
ken: u nvr go?

ken: assembly tt time
ken: got performance
ken: then the woman on the stage say
ken: "when a guy tells u/a girl
ken: 'you are sexay'
ken: wad he really means is
ken: lets have sex"


jazz: omg
jazz: lol i missed that part i guess


kenneth is sucher funny ass. :D

; ran

Thursday, February 23, 2006; 7:41 AM;


haha. i was chatting with my cousin in australia just now. he signed in using his mum's acc.

cousin:
hi
jazz:
hello
cousin:
u suck
cousin:
hahaha
cousin:
LOl no
cousin:
haha
jazz:
lmao AH DI!
cousin:
shi jie here lah
jazz:
haha knew it lah
cousin:
lol
cousin:
i made my own blog
cousin:
btw my weigh now 70kg T_T
jazz:
omg!
jazz:
whats your url?
cousin:
www.********.blogspot.com
cousin:
not my fault they started selling pizza!!!!

lmao he's damn funny lah haha. anyway he's one year younger than me. :D ohya today shan said i look slimmer now!!! :D :D :D so flattered hoho.
RV NASI LEMAK IS DAMN NICE (x
ni ye zai deng ni shou ji xiang-

; ran

Wednesday, February 22, 2006; 4:48 AM;


hoho today leechoiyeok pissed me off by saying i was deaf. knn

ohya in e morn, xinhui &sis were late. look had to tell e whole sch to 'look at e latecomers'. what is her prob? its not like they're late everyday aye? whats worse, e whole sch had to turn their effing heads and glue their effing eyes to xinhui &sis. when did e sch become so obedient huh.

today 2k &2f had friendly match. hoho then i wenta watch. at first sec3s were playing in e outer court so i had to sit in 2b class to watch. haha damn dumb. after that e snrs left and i sat in e outer court. lmao 2k got 'tokked'. 2f won 8-4. its not that i dont love 2k, but i think 2f rocks at soccer lah. haha and i dont believe 2b beat them! :D 3-nil somemore; NO WAY MAN.

ok byebye. goodluck snrs for common test.

; ran

Monday, February 20, 2006; 2:30 AM;


sighs.
sec2 life is really exhausting. ): im like so tired everyday of my ohsix life, which is very bad. i used to be so hyper, so cheery last year, AND THEN sleeping during lessons came into my life. sometimes i just cannot help it. ):
i seem to be getting lazier as days pass and i cannot focus on homeworking wth. i dont wanna do badly this year just because of some dumb issues.
i'll be praying.
i know He'll make strongholds come tumbling down. (:

; ran

Sunday, February 19, 2006; 6:14 AM;


omg i have egg mask on my face and my face is damn tight.
then i went blogsurfing AND OMG I CAME TO QIYUAN'S BLOG! lmao i wanna laugh but cannot laugh damn xinku! XD e post with celine and her conver. OMFG ITS DAMN FUNNY! roflmao

; ran

Saturday, February 18, 2006; 5:07 AM;


(: hello im back from jec after dinner.
today's race was okay. wasnt really that sad, maybe because they didnt tell us our timings. but whatever. dinner with clairee kexin &shuying was fun! hoho icekacang is a tonghua with *ahem* blood + seeeemen + egg! LOL we all laughed our asses off. haha all of us are horny people.
*sings to tune of HONEY by cyndi* HORNY HORNY!

and wee was so unwell she didnt come to support us today! ): wee you must get well soon ok! we miss you alot nehhszx. LOVES, AWESOME THREESOME

and aaron came to e race to watch us today. he wore e ironman volunteer shirt. i saw it when i was reaching e finishing line and was soooO motivated! :D so i chiong-ed all e way hoho. i wanna watch ironman again!! so cool, can give bananas to horny competitors. LMAO

pathetic kexin thought duck rice was gross. haha "i thought i could have a good dinner" she's damn cute lor. anyway duck rice was ok lah. (:

and big thankyous to those who wished me luck! :D


I WANNA RUN VERYVERYVERY FAST! hurhur

; ran

Friday, February 17, 2006; 3:04 AM;


its tmr; tmr is it.
it was what i've been waiting for.
its selection of top8 tmr after race.
im afraid; really i am.
i dont want to lose to juniors. i dont want to face failure.
im damn scared.
i dont look forward to selection anymore. i'll cry like a loser if i cant get in. ):
man i am so worried. arghhhhh!
gimme some luck; i need it desperately.

; ran

Thursday, February 16, 2006; 3:50 AM;


haha today had trng: slack!
:D first we did core strength then 3sets 4oom under 1:45.
hoho weewee you damn suay never come! (: noob lah. be well soon.

sch was ok. we ended el asgmt2 [e one which my grp flunked] yay. and maths, is hard lah but i'll try my best. loke jee wah's nice, thats why im doing this. umm chem, urgh i think imma fail alrdy lor. shit i dont know wthell its talking about. man. ):

saturday there's race for sec2s and up, only lucky sec1s getta go. (:
jiayou for me :D
its bloody impt because they're selecting top8 this sat. and omg i wanna get in; veryvery badly ): ok like who doesnt? but but i reallyreallyreally wanna go for nationals'. man. and tan said theres another race on march17 [WHICH IS 6 DAYS AFTER MY BDAY! :D]. if any sec1s win us in that race, she'll replace e slowest of top8 cdivgirls.

i know this sounds damn cruel, but its what we have to face. this is reality. i hate getting real.

boo. byebye

; ran

Tuesday, February 14, 2006; 2:49 AM;


YOYO(: HAPPY VALENTINES!
haha and may y'all be fatter than me after eating all those chocs! :D

so how was your vday? mine was alright. ok, screwed, in fact. not that i've been rejected, but e tchers just cant give us a break. argh i dont know lah. ):
in e morn look spoke alot of crap and she didnt wish us happy valentines, which disappointed me alot. ok not like they'd ever say that, but yea. my group pissed wayne wong off.
[and he said he was really
disappointed.
ohman, we didnt expect it to turn
out this way y'know.
but since dexter's cam cldnt play
e zi ang's video,
we had to re-interview. but suaysuay e person we wanted to interview pangseh-ed us so we interviewed yujia instead. so yea, it isnt solely our fault our proj was THIS screwed; we had no time y'know. ): ]
bahhh whatever. then loke jee wah lost his temper as well. 2k isnt as bad as they think we are ok. we're just errm playful i guess(: hoho i love my keesiaos alot although i know we have to change our attitude towards work a lil.
then we started our first intensive trng today, to better prepare us for nationals. ohman i screwed up trng. boo i wanna cry! wth im slower than shit lor bahhh. i suck.
anyway our workout was:

kanasai. after that i felt like vommiting but all that crap was stuck at my gullet. gawd it was so terrible; and its only e first time. boooooo. then after trng i bought a carton of apple &aloevera! :D rocks lor haha

phew so tired.

im so damn unsure of myself; will i be able to make it? ohman. ):


; ran

Saturday, February 11, 2006; 1:41 AM;


woooots. (: im back home after a walkathon from ngee ann poly homewards. so damn sleepy can. haha then runfeng pestered me to go to some church event with him where he had to bring &intro a friend. ohman he was so persistent but in vain. i had to catch some beauty sleep y'know [well, after this i guess] !

ok today was damn fun. :D


before everything

warmup for participants of race!

after trng. stretching. I LOVE CARROTS.

ahem. normally my hair wont be this ugly. umm just today haha.

after trng alrdy eating bread! was super hungry

watching e swimmers

melissa.

enyao.

*wolf whistles! :D

cassandra.

shan.

shuying &sherrie.

janice.

weewee.

germaine! :D [jingjie: later ta liu kou shui then slip on it]

trust me she's bloody pro. rebecca.

wahpiang she shooed us when we cheered. boo haha estee.

was lying on e grandstand then snrs said, "eh jasmine! take us take us!" LOL.

kexin leena emily amanda janice

weeweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

estee. (:

outside btp bank. (:

wee was trying to put her arms around both shuying & sherrie. :D
sherrie's like damn cute. (:

PROOF THAT WE WALKED BACK HOME: somewhere arnd cck. backgrnd is LRT stn. ironwomen finishers-to-be haha.

hoho i predict tmr my ass will hurt like shit because i ran 7+km &walked 7+km. :D I LOVE CROSS. for now; for ever. (:

[haha its slogan for socialcom]


; ran

Thursday, February 09, 2006; 3:52 AM;


wee &me have been in bad mood recently. ):
then she was lamenting to me online last night.
i guess we all have to go through this part of life. but ohboy, i dont wanna be sad. i must be damn happy and you too ok weewee! (: ii lurbbex euu jiiemuiix forebas. hoho TWIT! :D

wee : bahh
jazz : ?
wee : i am very useless ):
jazz : why?
wee : i dont know lah
wee : then i so depressed lah
jazz : siao dont feel useless ok!
jazz : ohya me too from ytd until today still like that
jazz : rahhh
wee : no i dont mean...cca or studies lor
jazz : then??
wee : ):
wee : nothing
jazz : lol. awas! you will have mens tmr
wee : YOU?
jazz : lol you PMS!
wee : shen jing lah
wee : my mens just ended lor LOL
jazz : ohya you just had mens
jazz : lol i forgot
wee : HAHAHA
jazz : then POST menstrual syndrome cannot meh??!!
wee : cannot LOL
jazz : hoho
wee : ):

; ran

Wednesday, February 08, 2006; 5:43 AM;


im blogging twice. can you please read this? i need someone to listen to me. im scared. *SCREAMS!
im starting to wonder what i will do if i dont get selected into e team. omg thats damn scary ok.


my bro's very very very good friend didnt get into e soccer team while my bro did. and my bro's very sad because his friend is damn sad and im sad for e both of them. omg, what will happen if this happens to me??

omg i dread selection suddenly. ohman i dont wanna waste my golden year in cross!! i wanna make e best outta ohsix!
my bro's friend had to go to rugby team because he clnt get into soccer team. i felt bloody sorry for him because he sacrificed his holis and wenta malaysia to play matches. omg then there were trngs and all, and he cldnt get into e team! my bro said e j1s who just came in and got into e team. but they dont even feel anything about it. OMFG i dont wanna go track so soon! its not too much about pandian's trngs, its about not being able to represent e sch in nats.

what if e jnrs overtake me and take my place? i mean, of course i want e best for cross. but i'll be superduperultra depressed when i've trained for more than a year and cant get into team. ohmygawd i wont be able to stand that. ):
i think i'll cry both my eyes and ass off. gawd someone save me. this pressure i cant stand.
and these days i feel so weak my motivation is drying up soon, real soon. f-toot. i hate this.

im not here to win sympathy. anyway its not like e most honourable thing to be slow. im just afraid i'll be damn sad and not being able to accept e harsh reality. i dont want that. ): ): i wanna run for nats. i want i want. ): ): ):

; ran



hello.
just now i wenta watch i not stupid too at lot 1 with kexin.
omg i cried like shit can. damn sad lor, esp when they played e song and they became part of e gang. ): arghh. e show damn funneh lah, make ppl laugh then cry, cry liao then laugh. :D

it was a good show lah. i will rmb to praise everyday. hoho.
but ohman, that means i cant bitch about ppl anymore! aww.
and e show said, "zhi3 yao4 ba3 lan4 ping2 guo3 bu4 hao3 de4 bu4 fen4 qie1 diao4, ping2 guo3 jiu4 bu2 lan4 le4. ru2 guo3 diu1 le4, na4 bu4 shi4 shen2 me4 dou1 mei2 you3 le4 ma1?"
[for ppl who dont understand, it means, "if you want to eat a bad apple, you just have to remove the rotten part of it. if you throw it away, everything goes to waste." sorry lah my translation not very good. haha but try hard liao.] (:

ok now rmb to praise everyday! 'yi ju hua' or 'yi ge xiao dong zuo' can do wonders! :D

"I LOVE YOU!"

; ran

Tuesday, February 07, 2006; 3:26 AM;


ohf-toot!

ohgawd i think i reached my peak. wtheck i cldnt run today which was VERY BAD. ): ): ):
i did very badly during e trngs after timetrial and i feel damn sad lor. i cldnt keep up with claire, shan and e other snrs! shucks i dont wanna reach peak yet!!! sec 2 is golden year and i must piapiapia! OMG WHAT IF IM REALLY BURNT OUT ALRDY?? bahhh then i will be real real REAL depressed. ohman i suck. ):

ohya today theres this botak asshole, he had e guts to talk back to mish lor! mygosh they really dont have any idea who she is and wthell is happening and whythehell they're running. bahhh juniors really suck man. hoho but of course not ENYAO & REBECCA! (:
haha enyao's always acting gay. LOL and sometimes i just wonder...

; ran

Monday, February 06, 2006; 1:38 AM;


YOYO.

man my links are so screwed. somebody help me.
i dont want them to be in blue. bahhh! ):
ok byebye.
but i like e pic with e happy girl. (:

; ran

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